iamwarped's Blog

I guess it is inevitable when you have spent 3 months head over heals in love with someone and they disappear with no word that you will think of him every once and a while..Even after the initial heartbreak is over and you have moved on, he still pops up in your mind from time to time and a small tear rolls down your face..I just played two songs that Kevin sent me expressing his total  love for me..One of them was our EP Wedding song. We married on EP  Dec. 20th, 2012. And for a short time my life was filled with bliss. I experienced a love I had never known before..Someone actually was in love with me..Someone wanted me just as I am and valued me as a person worthy of loving and desiring.  OMG..what a heavenly feeling I experienced with Kevin. When I listened to the two songs, sadness swelled up in me for a bit..I guess sometimes a person has to revisit that place where the emotions ran so high and the love and affection were so intense and joyous for both parties..It is indeed a great loss to me and I surely hope it is a loss to Kevin..I just thought I would express my moment of grief and mourning over my lost love..Oh Kevin. If only  you would give me an explanation it would be a little easier for me  I think..
I will always love you and I will never forget you...We could have parted and still be friends..I would be your friend if you would come back to EP.